09-09-09

Everyone said it's a special day on 09-09-09,yes ,actually,it's an unhappy day in my family.
On this day ,it means relationship affection forever .

But in this day ,my family quarreled. I don't know how to explain .When i have classes over ,i went back to home as usual, when i arrived at home ,i feel the atmophere is very different from usual,it very serious and nervious ,but i don't know everything still.

When i listened the whole event, i realise that nothing we can control by ourselves ,sometimes the factor belongs to outside will effect you to do what you can't imagine it .
In many time we use our intellect to make us to calm down our raising temper ,but if someone force you by rude saying or provoke ,you maybe out of control that done something wrong.

It make me feel upset to relative ,but it's all right ,many things we can't prevent to happen, we can change our mind what we are thinking about.
After that i went on internet to watch webside and listened some music to relax .
Although i reviewed my classes and as usual to live,but stress in my mind .Previously ,i will weep but when i be an adult i find it's vained,to be stronger it's a good method to solve everything,so i no longer to cry.